Graphic post! Not for the faint of heart or the weak in stomach.I've been meaning to write about this for a while but I just haven't had the balls to do so...
I've been sexually active since I was 19, he was my only partner, my husband (yeah, young, I know) for almost 7 years. He only gave me oral sex once when we were first married then another time almost at the end of our marriage because I made him do it, yes, I begged. I've never really talked to him about it and his reasons for not doing it as much as I would have liked. Being the silly girl that I am, I just assumed it was because perhaps I don't taste very good.
Once I became single again I decided to give myself a try. I showered, shaved, used fragrance-free soap, and with the help of a very naughty letter from Scotsman, I aroused myself. I wouldn't say I tasted bad, but you can tell I eat a lot of protein, I'm a protein freak. I tried changing my diet, I ate pineapple everyday for about 2 weeks and that changed my "flavor", I was very tart. Then I tried eating lots of yogurt and that made me taste pretty much tasteless, I liked that.
With time, I completely forgot about my diet and my plan of having a tasty cunt because I was just having fun falling in love with Scotsman. We didn't jump on the oral sex wagon right away, but when it finally happened it rocked my world, I had been missing that in my sexual life.
Although he's down there often, I still have my insecurities, I still feel like perhaps I'm not good or tasty enough. I've been stupid enough to ask him about his previous experiences with other girls, he always says he's really not had that much experience to have any opinion other than he loves me and he loves going down on me.
The topic came up in tonight's dinner conversation...
"what do you mean you had to get used to my taste?"
"well, it's like Haggis, the first time you have it you're not sure whether you like it or not, but now I think it's tasty..."
What the fuck?!
Freakin' Haggis compared to my cunt????!!! This is why I don't understand this Scotsman's way of thinking sometimes. No matter how tasty he thinks haggis is, I still think is not a good thing to compare to my
girly bits. I think I might be keeping my legs closed for a bit at least for oral encounters. Wish me luck.
Listening to: "Make You Happy" -Musiq Soulchild. I love this man, I must see him perform live at least once before I die.